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  “Baby, what is it, everything’s okay? I know you miss her. I miss her too. She is with us, Liam, she is in our hearts, and both of our girls have a piece of her.” I say pulling his face into mine. Hell, who was I fooling, I just sat here and broke down myself and probably will again before the night is over.

  “Lila, I don’t want to know. I don’t want the test done. He is mine, baby. I know he’s mine. You are mine so therefore, he is mine. Please don’t have it done. I can’t stand the thought of you or baby bean being with him. Ever”

  “Oh, Liam, is that what this is about?”

  “Yes and no. Damnit, I miss Addison, my parents, and hell even your dad. Coming here just always upsets me. But what if we have the test done and he isn’t mine? Then what? I know what I want you to do, but do you know what you want? Do you want to be with him, if baby bean is his?”

  “Look at me, don’t you ever think I don’t want you. Yes, I fucked up, I had sex with Evan and I have told you, I love him. But not the way I love you, you are my whole world Liam Anthony Ellis. You hear me, you are it for me, always have been. This doesn’t change anything, if I do have the test done and the baby is his, then we will see if he will sign his rights over, if he doesn’t, we can leave the country if you want? You aren’t losing us, ever. Now let’s get home, we have a bet, remember?” I say as I pull him in and take his bottom lip between my teeth.

  “Okay. We got this, baby, team Ellis is in full effect.”

  “That’s my Liam. Yes, we have this! Now take me home so I can get a foot rub.”

  Liam won the damn bet, unless our mothers are hiding all the baby stuff they bought. So it’s two days later, my mom has the girls, and I’m about to oil myself and my sexy man up. He is lucky I’m pregnant or we would be playing some twister while oiled up. Yeah, we did that once and I thought he broke his hip. So he says we can never try that again.

  I haven’t told him yet, but I’m not having the test done. I know I should, just to know, but deep down I feel baby bean is Liam’s. I know he has to be. Yes, there’s that doubt, but as of right now, I’m not proving anything except that I love my husband. And will spend the rest of my life making him happy.

  “What are you doing in here? You hiding all that baby oil from me? Oh damn, you are the sexiest woman on earth. Can we get pregnant again after baby bean is born?

  “I love you pregnant and in my bed, just the way you are. Now get in there and satisfy your beast.”

  “Oh so, I can put the oil back, seeing how you said just as I am? I can handle that, but can you handle what I’m going to do to you? These hormones have me wanting some kinky stuff, you down for that?”

  “Wait…um…did you say kinky? As in what kind of kinky? I know you can be a little bossy, but you aren’t a freak, beautiful. You’re too sweet. But hearing the kinky roll off your tongue has the bulge in my pants ready to know exactly what you want to do to me.”

  “Get your ass in my bed, Mister. I want you to beg for this umm…sweet pussy. Oh hell, you’re right, I can’t talk like this. My thoughts of what I’m going to do doesn’t sound so good right now. So I’m all yours, do as you please.”

  “That’s my girl, now you go lie down. I have something you will like, I promise.”

  I watch her walk to her side of the bed and I make her think I have the baby oil, but don’t. I have strawberries and chocolate sauce. I walk in the bedroom and see her lying on the bed, she’s on her back with one leg crossed over the other one. This woman is so fucking sexy, and she is all mine. No one will ever touch her again. I will do whatever it takes to make her happy and never want any other man.

  “Hmm, you look so goddamn sexy lying in the middle of our bed like that. I can’t wait to get this oil all over you, the things I can do while you’re all oiled up. I’m hard already just looking at your body. Do you know that you are the sexiest woman ever, and I’m the luckiest bastard alive?”

  “I’m as ready as I will ever be, you know I’m not a fan of the oil. I’m the lucky one, Liam, my love you have it all and any woman would love to be yours. I don’t deserve you at all, I’m very thankful that I have you. Oh, I also have a surprise for you.” She says as she pulls a couple scarfs from under the pillow.

  “Uh… You planning on tying me up? Well I think I can let you do your thing first and then I will do mine…it might get a little messy. Forget the baby oil, I have strawberries and chocolate sauce, which equals awesome sauce.”

  “Oh, that’s perfect, Liam. Now you lie back, and let me take care of you for, once.”

  She pushes me back, she takes a scarf and ties it around each wrist and ties me to the bed. I can get use to this. I can get lose if I really wanted to, I’m not going to let her know that though. She finishes tying me up and smiles as she eats a strawberry. Then she takes the chocolate and drizzles it all over me. Once she covers my body with chocolate, she gets up and got another scarf.

  “Uh, oh, what are you doing love?” I ask, wondering exactly what her intensions are. She smiles as she walks back towards me with another scarf.

  “Tsk…tsk…tsk… No questions, just having a little fun, now relax and let me love you. I promise you will enjoy it, and you will be begging me to do it again. Be still, and let me do this.”

  She ties the scarf around my eyes. I can feel her straddle me, I’m so hard, and not knowing what she was going to do, makes me even more aroused. Jesus, I’m going to lose my shit quickly. She kisses my lips, then works her way down, she stops at me neck and nibbles all around it, she moves back up to my ear, and whispers, “I’m going to make you so horny, you won’t be able to do anything but beg me to make love to you.”

  “Li, you already have me begging. The chocolate is kind of cold.”

  “Oh, trust me, I will clean up every drop of chocolate up and make you nice and warm.”

  Then I feel her licking my chest, she licks all around my nipples and makes her way down to my abs. I can feel her tongue swirling all around. I can’t help the small groan that escapes me.

  “You like that babe? Trust me, it’s just getting better.” She slides down my body, I feel her take my length in her hand, and she starts stroking. Just as I groan again, I feel her lips wrap around me. God I want to touch her, I lie there thrusting in and out of her mouth. She makes a humming sound as she takes me deeper, I can feel the back if her throat opening up for me. Not being able to control myself, I’m getting ready to come. Then I feel her mouth leave me.

  Then she replaces with her wet heat, ahh, she can’t take it any longer either. I want to rip my hands away from the bed, I need to hold her and make love to her just as I have wanted to all day.

  “Hmm, Liam, you feel so good inside of me. I cleaned up all the chocolate, I hope you liked it.”

  “Baby, please untie me I need to touch you. I can’t take this anymore.”

  “You want untied, then do it yourself cause right now, I’m not stopping what I’m doing, it feels so good. I don’t think I ever want to move from where I am.”

  I jerk one arm lose and uncover my eyes. Holy shit, she has chocolate all over her body, she’s riding me, and rubbing her breast. Her blonde hair is in a messy bun on top of her head. She has her head tilted back and is enjoying her ride.

  Seeing her beautiful body, baby bump and all covered in chocolate. “You look hotter than I imagined, now it’s my turn.” I say as I grab her waist and pull her down harder on me, I take one hand and prop myself up on the bed while I pump in and out. I take the other hand and rub her breast, then starting licking her nipples, I started biting at it and the moans that are coming from her, was sending me over the edge.

  “Oh…fuck…Liam, I think I just had the best orgasm ever. Harder, please go faster.” She cries as I take both hands and hold both sides of her waist and thrust as hard as I an. She’s screaming so loud, hearing her call my name over and over, almost chanting, had me so ready to fill her up.

  “Baby…damn your pussy feels so good, I love the way yo
u squeeze it around my cock when you’re getting ready to come. You ready for it baby, you want it nice and hard.”

  “Yes, please give me it, I need to come again, please Liam.” She begs. As she starts moving faster and panting harder.

  “You. Are. Mine. Lila. You hear me all mine. No one will ever be able to be inside of you ever again. Ever, just me, baby. Tell me you only want me always and forever.”

  “You, no one but you always. No one will ever…hmm… Good God! Oh fuck, Liam. No one, just you.” She says as we both come in unison. She falls on top of me, breathing heavily and her heart racing.

  “You sure do know how to make a girl scream, that was fucking hot as hell. We need to use that awesome sauce more often.” She says as she licks the chocolate off of my face.

  “Yea, we do. It wasn’t the chocolate though, it was you. You’re so beautiful, your heart, mind, body, and soul. I think we need a shower now.” But she won’t move she lies there rubbing circles on my chest.

  “You should get a new tattoo, I want another one, but I better wait till I have baby bean.”

  “And just what kind of tattoo, do you suggest I get? I guess I can have Ashton give me one?” She just looks at me. Ashton works as a tattoo artist in his spare time, he is covered in them.

  “No, Ashton isn’t coming anywhere near your body with a tattoo gun. I’m not sure maybe something sexy, maybe on the other arm or down the middle of your back.” She gets up and heads to the bathroom. I hear the water turn on and then I hear her crying. Jesus Christ, these hormones I tell ya. I walk in the bathroom to find her, sitting on the toilet crying.

  “What’s wrong, baby? Are you okay?” I ask as I sit on the side of the bathtub. She’s just sitting there sobbing.

  “Th…There isn’t any toilet paper on the roll, and I can’t get up to get it.”

  “Li, that’s why you’re crying? Over the damn toilet paper? I thought something was wrong. There is a whole pack in the closet, I will grab it.”

  “Sniffle…oh…sniffle… Thank you, sweetheart.”

  I need a damn night out alone or with some friends. All this hormonal crying is depressing. I love my wife, but I hate that she cries so much.

  I need to go into the office and work some, which is okay with Li, she has big plans with Nikki this weekend. Wedding planning shit, when the two of them get ideas in their heads they won’t stop till it’s perfect. So I get ready and leave my three beautiful sleeping girls in bed and take a jog, then go into work.

  “Hey Ashton, how’s things with you man?” I ask as I enter my office. He follows behind me and I can tell something was wrong with him. But he just shakes his head.

  “Good morning, not much man. Just tired of the shit Christabell is doing. She is back to her old habits and you know, I don’t mess with that shit and damn sure don’t want it around my son. I packed all of her shit, but she says she will change. So we’ll see. So what’s going on with you and Li? Don’t tell me nothing, because it’s written all over your face, man.”

  As I sit down at my desk and run my hands through my hair. I let out a sigh and look at my cousin, I hope I can trust him with what I’m going to tell him. I can’t keep it bottled in any longer, my mind is going crazy.

  “Lila cheated on me, and the baby might not be mine.” I blurt out, Ashton grabs the back of the chair and almost falls trying to sit down.

  “What the hell… Li cheated on you? Who in the hell would she cheat with?”

  “The one and only Evan Martin, of course. It happened when she was in New York City. It so happens that she had just stopped taking her pills, because we wanted another baby. I guess when she was on her little trip she needed to… Well you know the rest. It makes me so damn sick to know he had his hands all over my wife, and then to have his bare dick inside of her. It took everything I had at the hospital not to break his neck. Of course, now that she’s confirmed it, he will know that I know when I see him, that’s if I ever do.”

  “Damn dude, that’s fucked up. I don’t know what to say. I never thought she would be the type to do that, and to do that to you. I know when you were missing she and him were really close. I know that she had feelings for him and was engaged to him. Does anyone else know?”

  “Nope, just you, I know I can trust you not to say a word. My mind has been all sorts of fucked up. Get this, it wasn’t the first time. She slept with him; when she went back to NYU to withdraw, then the day of her father’s memorial. In the guest house, while we were all in the main house. This last time was five months ago when she went to Heather’s wedding. I just don’t get it, what the fuck is so special about him? She says she has love for him, but not the way she loves me. I just need a break I need a guy’s night out. I love my wife and I pray to God that’s my son, but I’m so tired. I have all this shit running through my mind. I also need to figure out what we are going to do about getting this investigation service going. I’m ready to be distracted and a new job will do just that.”

  “You’re stronger than I am, brother. I can’t believe she would do all that shit to you though. But in all honesty man, she was a confused basket case while you were gone, I know you’re back now, and she should have broken all ties with that dude. Don’t know much about him, he seemed nice. Hey why don’t we go out for some drinks tonight? There is this new bar, well a strip club that I heard was a nice hang out spot. About the new business, I’m ready. I’ll see what’s up with our man Kade, and see if he is still down.”

  “You want me to go to a damn strip club? It isn’t the one you met your wife in is it?”

  “Hell no, this is a new one. Do you know no one except you and Eric know that’s how I met her? Please never tell Li, or anyone else. Can you imagine what my parents would say? Their already giving me hell because I want to open up my own tattoo shop, and I married a stripper I knocked up? I would definitely be disowned.”

  “Ha, I still can’t believe that she suckered you into marrying her ass. But, you got a wonderful son out of it.” I say as I pat my cousin on the shoulder. He is a good man, his wife is a little on the crazy side, but he is a good father and takes great care of AJ.

  “Alright man, I need to get some work done. Text me the details and I will meet you tonight.” I say as Ashton goes to his office. I call Li, to check on her and the girls, she isn’t going in to work today. I really wish she would just take time off, but she’s one of the top lawyers at her firm.

  I go through the work day, it actually goes pretty quick. Lila and the girls brought me lunch. I told her I was going out with Ashton, but she doesn’t question me at all. Hell, I rarely go out anyways. Well without her that is. I thought our life was perfect, I just don’t get why the hell she did this, it runs through my mind constantly.

  Ashton sent me a text with the name and address of the club. The Peephole, what a name for a strip club. Lila is out with her mom and the girls. I text her to tell her I’m having drinks with Ashton. She still doesn’t question me. I never keep secrets from her, apparently she does me though. I would never do anything to jeopardize our family, I love that woman more than any goddamn thing in this world. I’ll tell her it’s a strip club tomorrow.

  I’m to meet Ashton in the parking lot on the left side of the building. This place is huge, it’s in the upper class area for sure. I’ve never seen a strip joint look this nice anywhere, hell, not even in Vegas. I arrive there a little early, so I just lean up against my car to wait for Ashton. I thought once I would text Li, and tell her where I am, but I let my stubbornness kicked in and decided not to.

  I really hope that she was truly done with Evan. Deep down I thought if she got the opportunity to do it again, would she. I know I shouldn’t think like that but damn, she fucks him every time she sees him. I need a strong stiff drink, I just need to let loose. I see Ashton’s car pull up, but he wasn’t driving. I look closer and it was Christabell. What the hell, he is bringing her? But it looks like she is just dropping him off.

  “Damn Ashton
, your wife drops you off at the strip club?” I laugh.

  “Hey man, yeah I had her to. I knew you would be getting wasted tonight so I thought it was a good idea. I didn’t really want to leave AJ with her, but she seemed sober. I just hope she doesn’t sell my shit while I’m gone.”

  “I hope not either. You got to do something about that. Well, thanks for looking out for me. Now let’s get our drink on, it’s been a long time coming.” I say as we walk to the gate, there are bouncers everywhere. The music that is coming from inside sounds like something at an actual night club. We walk in and there are four stages, and dancers on all of them.

  “What do you think Liam? I hear there are some very hot and erotic dancers that work here. There’s also a dance floor on the second floor. They have fifty private rooms. Do you want a private show?” Ashton asks as he cocks his head back laughing.

  “Well, I don’t think that will be necessary, I just want to drink. I have a beautiful and very sexual woman at home that will give me whatever I want.”

  “Damn, T.M.I., bro. I will never be able to look at Li, the same if you spill her sexual secrets. She must be doing something right though, to keep your ass on lockdown all these years.”

  “I told you, Lila is everything to me. Call a waitress over so we can get our drinks.”

  This place was like nothing I had ever seen. The tables are bar height, with wrap around benches. It’s all red and black leather. The lights are red shaped disco balls. Each stage had two poles, with a girl on each one. A young woman walks over to us and says, “My name is Trix and I will be at your service for the evening, can I get you gentleman any appetizers to start with? Or just drinks tonight.” I look at Ashton, I don’t want any food just some damn alcohol.