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  “Hmm, Zander. Harder please.” I say as I wrap my legs around his back. He thrusts in and out of me, harder than I expected. It feels so damn good, with every thrust, I can feel his flesh against mine.

  “Open those beautiful eyes. Look at me.” He demands and I open them. He is so fucking handsome. Looking into his eyes makes me love him even more.

  I pull his head down to mine and start kissing him, it wasn’t a gentle kiss—it’s a hard passionate kiss. I can feel him thrusting even harder and with the groans coming from him, I can tell he’s getting ready to come. As he holds me in his arms, he starts biting my shoulder. With every move, the bites gets harder and it sends me over the fucking moon. I can feel every inch of him inside of me, this is an amazing feeling.

  “Audrey… Oh…fuck… Audrey…I’m coming, baby.” He roars and then I feel his release shooting through me like a water gun. He pushes into me even harder and kisses my cheek. “Stay here, I’ll clean you up.”

  As I lie here waiting for him to come back, I can feel the smile plastered on my face. He comes back and has a warm washcloth and a towel. I’ve never had a man clean me up before so I am somewhat embarrassed. However, he is so gentle and didn’t make it uncomfortable at all. Lying there like this makes me wish, I had given in sooner.

  I wake up wrapped in Zanders arms. After we had sex last night, we lay and talked for hours. I told him everything about Ian. He suggests that I get my number changed again. I get up and shower and make us breakfast. I hope this doesn’t change things with us. I know we could never be together, but goddamn, I want to wake up next to him every day for the rest of my life.

  “Good morning, I made French toast and sausage.” I giggle as I place a plate in front of Zander.

  “Good morning, did you sleep well? Thank you for last night and breakfast. Do you want to go for a run with me after we eat?”

  “You’re welcome and absolutely.”

  We eat in silence and then I change into yoga pants and a sweatshirt. I pull my hair up in a messy bun on top of my head. I walk out to see Zander standing next to the door, in a pair of gray sweats and a sweatshirt. His hair is messy and he looks so fucking yummy. I can feel my panties getting wet.

  “Ready, sweetheart?” he says as he opens the door.

  We take the elevator and head out the front door and we walk to the park and start our jog. I normally do not jog around this park, but I feel safe with Zander with me. I’m listening to my iPod as the lyrics of “Love Me” by Katy Perry starts playing. It makes me think of what is going to happen now. I know I will be insecure about everything that goes on with Zander and me now. I just hope that I don’t kill the next whore he brings home.

  “It’s starting to get cold, you ready to head back? I need to shower and I’m going out tonight you want to go?” he asks as he places his hand in the small of my back.

  “Yes, I would like to.” I say as I shove my iPod in my pocket.

  Looking at Audrey standing in front of me in that outfit has my dick so damn hard. I want to take her right now. We are going to Zeb’s to listen to Evan sing. After what happened with her and me last night, I love this woman even more. I know that if she becomes my girlfriend, it will screw up our friendship and we have been friends for too damn long to fuck it up. I want her and she knows it, but she keeps pushing me away.

  We’re riding with Evan and Brody. She and I get in the back seat and I place my hand on hers. She looks at me and smiles. Her long auburn hair is in curls cascading over her shoulders. I hope no one else looks at her tonight. Hell, who the fuck am I kidding, guys will be all over her. She is sexy, but the outfit she is wearing is going to make me kick some ass tonight.

  Once inside of the bar, I see Heather and Hillary. I am hoping they don’t see me, but of course, they do. I take Audrey by the hand, lead her to the corner of the bar, and ask her to dance. Some guy is singing “You Make Me Want To” by Luke Bryan. I pull Audrey close to me and place my lips right above her ear and whisper, “You’re killing me in this outfit.” She lets out a laugh.

  “This old thing, please. No one’s eyes are on me except yours. Well and that skanky brunette you had over a few months ago.” She says and I look over to see Hillary glaring in our direction.

  “You know, she means nothing to me right?” I say as I kiss her cheek.

  “I know, well why don’t we give her something to stare at?” she says as she crashes her mouth to mine.

  The music changes and some girl’s singing “You and I” by Lady GaGa. Audrey’s grinding all over me. She never once takes her lips off mine while humping me in the middle of the bar. I have both hands wrapped in her hair and I know she can feel how hard I am against her stomach.

  “Damn woman, if you don’t stop we will be showing these people a lot more than those dance moves.” I say against her lips.

  “Hmm, maybe I’ll like that. Looks like your little friend is gone. I’m going to run to the restroom and I’ll be right back.” She says as she kisses me again.

  I walk over to the bar and order a beer. I can see Hillary walking my way. I’m not in the mood to talk to her. I down my beer and order another one. I know if Audrey comes back and she sees her, it is going to be all-bad. Audrey is a spitfire and doesn’t put up with anyone’s shit. Men or women.

  “Well, looks like you downgraded. You know that you can do way better than that fat-ass you are with don’t you?” Hillary snarls as she wraps her arms around my waist.

  “I would suggest you stay away from Audrey and me. There isn’t an ounce of fat on her body. Trust me she is more of a woman than you will ever be.” I seethe as I walk toward the pool tables. I see Audrey and Haydon walking toward me.

  “Hey, did you piss your friend off? I see her pouting.” Audrey says as she kisses me.

  “She will be fine; she knows I’m not interested in her. I think Evan is up next, come sit with me.” I say as I lead her to a table.

  “Sounds good. Man, Tatum loves to hear him sing. I wish she would come visit more. I have to admit, he does have a wonderful voice. Do you know what he is singing tonight?”

  “Yeah, she has always been in love with him. Not sure, what she is doing with that jerk, but it is not my business. Knowing him, it is probably something country and romantic.” I laugh.

  “Yes, everyone loves a good ol’ country boy and he knows it.”

  “Well, don’t go falling for my best friend now. I can sing too, but I can’t play guitar as good as I can throw a ball. But for you, I would do anything.” I smile as I kiss her hand.

  “Such a charmer, Zander. You know where we stand, last night hasn’t changed anything.”

  “Damn, why don’t you twist the knife while you have it in there?” I say as I grab my chest and fall into her shoulder.

  “Stop, trust me there are plenty of girls that want you. I’ll be kicking myself later because you are great in bed. I have all the vampire marks to prove it.” She giggled.

  “Trust me, if giving you bite marks all over your body will make you mine, I will bite you wherever you want.”

  Being with Audrey makes me happy, but I know that we can’t be together. I wasn’t as drunk as she thought I was last night. When we were out last night, all I could think about was going home and getting in bed with her. Being inside of her that night is a night I will never forget. Just thinking about it has my dick hard.

  It’s been over a month since Zander and I have slept together. I never told anyone. He hasn’t tried anything since that night. Well, other than a kiss here and there. I thought the night at the bar, he would. But he just slept in my bed all night, holding me. He hasn’t brought anyone home either. We are all going out tonight; there is a new club about an hour from here. Tatum is coming to stay the weekend.

  Stepping into the shower, I hear my phone ding. But I decide to take my shower and check it when I get out. Reaching for the shampoo bottle, I feel a sharp pain in my stomach. It’s time for my monthly, so I hope it’s just cramp
s and not food poisoning. I have a bad habit of eating off the hotdog cart on the corner.

  Once out of the shower, I look at my phone and see it’s a text from Tatum, saying she will be here in an hour. That gives me plenty time to get ready. I go through my closet looking for something; I need to go shopping because I can’t find anything I want to wear. I stumble across a low-cut purple dress. I slip it on over my black lace thong and lace bra. I grabbed a pair of black stilettos and a matching clutch. Normally, I wear my hair down, but tonight I’m going to wear it half up. I spray some hairspray in it and pull it in a tight bun.

  Walking into the kitchen, I see Zander sitting at the breakfast bar. His eyes meet mine and his mouth drops open. He’s wearing a pair of jeans, so tight I can see the bulge in his pants when he stands up. He has on a pair of cowboy boots and a button-down shirt, the first three buttons were undone and I can see his chest hair. I have to squeeze my legs together because I could feel instant wetness in my thong when he talks.

  “Well, don’t you look beautiful? Is that what you are wearing—it’s kind of chilly out.” He says as he places a kiss on my cheek.

  “Thanks and yes, I’m wearing this. Tatum should be here any minute. Is Lila at Evan’s?” I ask, knowing that Ta, doesn’t want to see them together.

  “No, she is out of town.”

  “Oh, good. So have you been to this place before?” I ask, trying to make small talk.

  “Nope, it’s brand new. You have a date?” he asks as he sits back down.

  “Nope… Do you?” Please say no, please say no. I think.

  “No, you know I’m not dating anyone. I like being able to do as I please.” He says. Ouch… That’s a sting to my heart.

  “Please excuse me for a second.” I say as I run back to my bathroom. Before I even make it to the toilet, I get sick everywhere. Fucking hotdogs, my daddy told me to stay away from the food carts, but I didn’t listen.

  “Audrey, sweetheart, are you okay?” Zander asks as he comes into the bathroom.

  “I think it’s the hotdog I ate earlier.” I say trying to clean everything up. I’m definitely going to have to change now.

  “Here, let me help you. Go change and I’ll clean this up.” He says as I slip my dress over my head. I can see him staring out the corner of his eyes.

  Going through my closet again, I grab a black dress, which isn’t as revealing as the first one. I hear the buzzer going off for the door. Tatum must be here. I run through the living room and look through the monitor, it’s her. I buzz her in; unlock the door and run back to brush my teeth. Zander has cleaned up my mess and sprayed Lysol.

  “Hello, where y’all at?” Tatum says entering the loft.

  “Hey, cupcake, I’ve missed you so much!” I say as I hug her.

  “Missed you too. Where’s that brother of mine?” she says looking around.

  “Hey, sis. You’re looking good. Glad to see you didn’t bring that thing with you.” Zander says as he hugs her. The thing is Thayer.

  “Whatever, can I freshen up before we go?” she asks.

  “Of course, come on.” I reply as I lead her into my room.

  “So have you and my brother fucked yet?” she asks as she closes the door.

  “Whoa—what?”

  “Come on, Audrey. You two living here together, I know you drool all over him and him you.”

  “Whatever. Sorry if it smells like puke, I just got sick. Too many hotdogs, I think.” I say, changing the subject.

  “Ugh, grossness. I hate hotdogs anyways.”

  “Well, I guess I should stay away from them. How long are you staying? I need to go shopping. My dad sent me a new credit card. So it’s all on me.” I giggle as I smack her ass.

  “Just a few days. Thayer is in Boston with his father. So I need to be back before he is. Shopping and pedicures tomorrow?”

  “Sounds good. Oh, Evan’s girlfriend isn’t here, so you don’t have to worry about running into her.”

  “Good, I don’t think I could handle looking at her.” She says as she puts her finger in her mouth making a gagging sound.

  “Stop, she isn’t bad. I kind of like her.” I say, knowing she is going to pout about it. But I do like Lila. “Now change so we can go, I’m ready to get my drink on. It’s been a long week. Between the firm and classes, I haven’t been feeling well. I think I need sleep. Or a vacation.” I say laughing.

  “We should plan a trip someplace. I can take a few days off next month. And Thayer will be gone on a trip with his parents. So I’ll be free.”

  “That would be great, I need to do something. Ian has been trying to contact me that’s why I changed my number. He knows I’m here, which I hate. But I guess I can’t hide forever. I will go back eventually.” I say as I wipe a tear from my cheek.

  “Don’t cry, sweets. Is he threatening you?”

  “Oh, no, I just miss home. That’s all.” I say, but I honestly think it’s more than that.

  “Ladies, you ready?” Zander says as he knocks on the door.

  “Yes, give us two seconds.” I say as I wipe my face and straighten my dress. I open the door and he is standing there, now wearing a cowboy hat. God this man is going to be the death of me.

  “Ready, cowboy.” I say with a wink.

  We all walk over to Evan’s to get him. We all pile in his car, and head to Frampton New York—it’s just outside of the city. I sit in between Zander and Tatum. I can feel his arm around me and I want to lean my head on his shoulder, but I don’t. I don’t realize I have placed my hand on his leg, until Tatum nudges me in the side and gives me a look. He hasn’t noticed it either, or he is just comfortable with it that way. I know he loves me and likes being around me, but ever since that night, he has been a little different. It hasn’t been bad, but just different. Evan breaks my thoughts but telling us we are about twenty minutes from the bar.

  I can see Tatum staring at him. He turns the radio up and “If I Were A Boy” by Beyoncé is on. So I look at Ta, she nods her head and we both start singing to the top of our lungs. I can hear the guys laughing. Of course, Evan and Zander both have great singing voices, but Tatum and me not so much. We sing and dance around and I don’t realize that when I sit back, I lay back on Zander. He places a kiss on top of my head and I look up at him smiling. I don’t think Tatum notices, if she did she doesn’t say anything.

  “I’m sorry, Zander.” I whisper, as I sit up.

  “Don’t be, I like it.” He says as he pulls me closer to him.

  “I feel like I keep leading you on. I don’t want you to think I am using you just for snuggles.”

  “You can use me for whatever you want, baby. Anytime you feel that you want some of this.” He says as he grinds into me. “You know exactly where I am.”

  Having Audrey sitting practically in my lap has my dick twitching in my jeans. Seeing her getting sick earlier, made me want to just shower with her and take her to bed. I love cuddling with her. I think tonight, I am going to finally ask her to be my girl again. It’s driving me crazy watching her walk around campus and the loft knowing that she could be someone else’s. I want her. I need to tell her, before it’s too late. She and Tatum are getting pretty drunk. They’re walking over to the bar and ordering more drinks.

  I walk over to them and see that Audrey is talking to some guy; he looks a little older. He is all over her. I can feel my blood boiling and the veins in my neck popping out. As I get closer, I see that she is enjoying herself. She has her hands wrapped in his hair and his hands are on her ass. Tatum sees me walking toward them and cuts me off.

  “What the fuck, Tatum. Why would you do that?” I question.

  “Because she is having a good time and that’s a guy she works with.”

  “So it’s okay for him to fondle her when she’s drunk?”

  “She’s fine, she likes him. His name is Sean. She talks about him all the time.”

  “Well, I’ve never heard her talk about him.” I say crossing my arms.


  “Zander, you know you will just hurt her and she can’t deal with that. She has been put through enough with her birth mom and Ian. So you can’t let her fall for you any more than she already has, unless you are going to be with her and only her. You hurt my friend, I will hurt you.” She says, pushing my chest.

  Maybe she has a point. I’m not the commitment type. Maybe I should just leave her alone and let her be happy. She looks like she is having a great time.

  “Zander… Meet my friend.” Audrey yells from across the room.

  “This is my co-worker Sean. And this is my roommate Zander.” She motions her hands between the two of us.

  “Nice too meet you.” I say as I ignore his handshake gesture.

  “Zander protects me. He has always been my protector.” She says as she grabs my hand.

  “Audrey, I’m going to take a cab back into the city. Please come with me.” I say as I wrap my hand around her waist.

  “Bye, Sean. I’ll see you Monday.” She yells and waves.

  “Are you cold, sweetheart?” I ask as I pull her into my arms. She has a few things right; I am her protector. I will always be her protector.

  “Yes, I don’t feel so good. I think I might need to puke. I’m never ever eating off that cart again. Where’s Tatum?”

  “She is staying with Evan and Brody. But you need to go home.”

  “Oh, alright… If you insist. My tummy hurts, fucking hotdogs. Those bastards will kill people. Please never eat one, I don’t know what I would do if I lost you. I love you, man.”

  “I won’t eat them and you will never lose me. I love you too, sweetheart. Now let’s go.”

  Hearing her say those words to me feels so damn good, although she is drunk off her ass. I know she means it. But there is something going on with her, and I don’t think she has been completely honest with me about the Ian situation. I want to kill that bastard and he’d better hope that I never run into him. Because he is going to regret everything, he has done.